Praise the Lord my dear friends;I emplor you today to touch Jesus, cause He is all that really matters... just as the song says. I have touched God more these last two years than I have in my many years living for God. And I have come to realize that I have only touched the hem of His garment......It has been a time of refreshing and glorious triumphant in the Bisiar household... God has done tremendous things and has moved us to make life changing decisions, that only our God can do... He has shown us such great mercy and tender love beyond our imaginations, remember in our humanity we limit what our God can do, that I have stopped questioning what God is doing. There has been such a revival in our little church you cannot deny the Power of God when you walk into the church. It is so amazing that it can be felt outside of the wall of this building. There has been such healing and deliverance to everyone present with a WILLING heart. and I'm not just saying that because it is our church...I believe God is moving us in a forward motion and I'm not willing to stop... so He has continued to move beyond my expectations. NO we are not all goody-goody and we have not attained it all, there is still much molding and changing that needs to be done and I believe it is happening. I have learned that I DON'T have to SEE anything to believe that my God is moving in the lives of individuals. As a matter of Fact by the Power of His Word I KNOW HE IS MOVING in each and every life!! I am at the point that TOUCHING JESUS is all that really matters because my life has never been the same!!! I have more to say so just hang in there... lol We have experienced some financial struggles: my husband was cut $200 to $300 dollars a month because of the crisis of our worlds economy, he's also had to give up some hours and lose some benefits. I'm Praising Jesus STILL because he still has a job♥ we have suffered sickness, like never before in our lifetime: My husband under Dr orders was on sick leave for two weeks because he developed iritis (the number one cause of blindness) until they could figure out where it was stemming from, they never really did so excused it as part of his Diabetes. I developed Bronchitis that kept me from work one whole week and had somewhat of a relapse to the point that they tested me for Swine Flu (BTW it came back negative-HALLELUJAH!). They have me on steroids because my lungs are inflamed not allowing the congestion to leave my chest which could develop into pneumonia. Julian caught a horrible flu virus causing him 103.5 fevers and vomiting and never really recovered from it, as of yet, that when we took him to the Dr a second time they tested him for vasculitis (a inflammation of a blood or lymph vessel, which can be very serious because it has to do with the blood). Sean also caught the bug w/fevers and massive head/cold... no vomiting, THANK GOD!!! He would of made an awful mess, he's very dramatic. Going to the Dr has cost us a pretty penny and all the meds (that don't seem to be working) has cost a nice fee also... and I would do it all again just to find the answers to a problem. Julian does not seem to be getting better and it has me and his father very concerned. I am saying all this... to say that touching JESUS is all that really matters... I continue to PRAISE my WONDERFUL Savior and none of this will distract me from what God has done and is continuing to do. As I have stated in the beginning of this note that God has done wonderful things in my heart, soul, and mind and in my family! How can I allow all this that has come our way to make me stop... make me look around and wonder or start questioning all that God is doing?! I refuse!I know that we are in His best interest. I know that He cares and He KNOWS exactly where we are. I know that He has not forgotten us. and I know that His Word is TRUE! I know that there is POWER in prayer and I know that God in all His Glory will do what needs to be done! He has my undivided attention and I will not lose faith or waiver my walk toward Him. I will not run to my friend with worried tears and a faintless heart (all though I have shed tears to my Savior and Him alone). I will not question why is this happening to me/us, when I know God has got it all under control! I will not wonder where our lose of money is going to come from for all those bills (we decided to give to ourselves BTW) we have to pay! God will make a way where there seemeth no way.. I/we have come so FAR I cannot and will not stop now because 'crisis' has fallen on this family. Is it calamities or is it just another beautiful way to see the glorious move of God or just another step forward to what really is going to happen to full fill the will of Christ in our lives... a new debt and new walk a new perspective?! A new level of worship (which I could never get enough of)? Touching Jesus is all that really matters... Just believe when you call on His name!I ask you to pray for our youngest, Julian... he is still not out of the woods as of today (his 8th day), he has no energy feeling to tired to do anything and will just stop and sleep wherever he is at (believe me... that is NOT Julian, lol). I only wrote this to set my mind straight and log what my God is doing... I know he will come thru, He always has and He always will... I trust Him with my life! God is doing something GREAT and I'm anxiously waiting to see what it is.....
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