Thursday, June 16, 2011

♥ Our yearly trip ♥

The time has come for our yearly trip
♪ ♫ ♩ ♬ YES, I am singing the wonders of Heaven  ♪ ♫ ♩ ♬
Mendocino, CA here we come!!


Cynthia and I in 2009 she is 19 here

Cynthia has turned 21 this last Monday..
It makes my heart skip a beat, lol

ஜ۩۞۩ஜ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ஜ۩۞۩ஜ
ஜ۩۞۩ஜ Cynthia ஜ۩۞۩ஜ


Cynthia last year, she is 20
We will be heading to Mendocino/Fort Bragg area,
it has become a tradition with her and I.
We used to do it as a family during the month of June,
which made it a tradition to celebrate her birthday, there. 
after our youngest was born we went one last time
and realized we could not afford it much longer, with all 5 of us.
Cynthia was extremely disappointed in that news...
so I promised her that we (her and I) would continue to do it
without the guys... (how? I did not know at the time)
But where there is a will there is a way

Here we are on our way to the most beautiful place
we so love!! It has become a 'have to' now...
Cynthia and I need this trip every year. I don't know what I will do when she finds her one and only and not be around or want me around to do this trip, now that is sad to think about.
I love my baby-gurl and thank God for such a beautiful young lady.
We have bonded so much and driven each other crazy as well, but we have this wonderful love triangle of sorts and that is special to me♥
God has brought us through many obstacles and we have confided and prayed on many things together. for that I am very thankful... She is my BFF!!

A daughter is a gift of love.
~Author Unknown




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(Leave a comment about you and your daughter. would love to hear about your wonderful times and blessed moments. Something special you will never forget.)

When we weren't scratching each other's eyes out,
we were making each other laugh harder than anyone else could.
Lucie Arnaz, daughter of Lucille Ball

A daughter is the happy memories of the past, the joyful moments of the present,and the hope and promise of the future.
~Author Unknown




Daughters are like flowers, they fill the world with beauty,
 and sometimes attract pests.
~Author Unknown

Monday, June 6, 2011

Praying for Blessings






And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;
And patience, experience; and experience, hope: And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.
Romans 5:3-5 (King James Version)


♪♫ What if my greatest disappointments or the aching of this life is
a revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy♫♪
“The song shows that we still have more questions than answers,” Laura confesses. “But there’s a decision that I find God is asking us to make: whether we are going to choose to interpret our circumstances based on what we hold to be true about God, or whether we’re going to judge what we hold to be true about God based on our circumstances.”
'Laura Story'

this song has become my heart-song these last few months... One of my 'many' Apostolic friends on FB had this posted on her wall... I had never really heard this song or never really paid attention to it or the words.
Life can bring many troubled situations and circumstances that are completely out of our control. How do we respond to those trials or tragedies?? How do we come before our God about all that is going on around us?? Do we lose faith, do we decide to look for answers in hopeless dreams, do we cry in anger, or shut out Christ, who holds every possible answer we need??

I for one have found myself reaching out to Christ... Sure, many times I wanted to just die, but I never wanted to give up on the one I knew would bring us through it all. No matter what happened, I knew God would not allow me to suffer more than I could bare. I have to say that I knew this because I have brought upon my own self many sufferings that were more than I could bare, through my guilt, shame and sorrow... God has shown me that because of His great love for me, He wouldn't allow anymore then I had done to myself. That has been a comfort to me, because we can be our greatest critic and hurt ourselves more than our loving God would ever want us to go through.

After my husbands close call of loosing his foot to diabetes, two friends and during a sermon in church, God gave me a scripture, Romans 5:3-5 [the one found above].

Not only so, but we[a] also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.

It was a trying weekend, the time that Danny went into the hospital. It was Mother's Day weekend and I was upset that Danny waited to get his foot checked (an ongoing problem, he kept ignoring) on this particular weekend. I really needed him to be there for me because my mothers passing on Mother's Day , three years passed, always brought me sorrow... Now here was Danny in the hospital and me alone at night on this weekend... But *Praise Be to Jesus* God was in all my suffering and disappointment. Because of Danny being in the hospital it distracted me from the significance of the weekend. He was in there for 8 days and I spent everyday with him in his hospital room... When he was finally released, I was only too happy, that after it was all said and done... Mother's Day was passed with little flare and no tears, I was thankful to be honest... How God worked in our lives.

He brought me comfort through the distraction of my husband in the hospital and He kept the infection out of his foot and brought him home whole. I've been in tears over this, just thinking about it all from beginning to end. How God kept His hand and both of us and our little family. I could of crumbled because of it being  Mother's Day weekend and be completely overwhelmed with the possibility's of my husband losing a foot or toes... I wanted to be devastated, but my hope in God and the love of the Holy Ghost working in me made me realize; His blessings in my life.

I had prayed for God's comfort during the significance of the weekend, for His mighty hand to touch my husbands infected foot, for these trials and disappointments... But God in His Word brought me promise, healing, and comfort... I knew those trials in my life were His mercies in disguise...
Thank You Jesus; for your blessings!!
*I LOVE THIS SONG*