♥My Testimony

 ♥ How can I EVER forget; ♥ 
Lamentations 3:19-59
I know this is a long verse of scripture but this is what I live by today...
I WILL NEVER FORGET...
for when I do I will return to my vomit; bitterness, rejection from peace, unhappiness, wanderings, and my afflictions! There are times I lay in my bed and the tears come, because I do remember:

"Vs19-Remember my affliction and my wandering, the wormwood and bitterness. Vs20-Surely my soul remembers and is bowed down within me."

and that is OK I accept it, for what it is whole-heartily, then I feel the Lord's Mercies shower me from the inside out. What a glorious feeling to find such liberated freedom for sin.

 " Vs21-This I recall to my mind, Therefore I have hope. Vs22-The LORD'S mercies that we are not CONSUMED, For His compassion's never fail. Vs23-They are new EVERY morning"!

*Blessed Be the Name of the Lord*

 I have hope in the Lord for all His goodness and grace. For it is good to those who wait for His Salvation baring His yoke, for the yoke of the Lord is easy and His burdens are light.
The Lord is full of compassion according to His abundant loving kindness for He doesn't willingly hurt or grieve us just to crush us under His feet as if we were prisoners of the land deprived of justice, for that is the way of man, Of these things the Lord does not approve. But When I am in the presence of the Most High God I am in the presence of His tender loving mercies... Such love and compassion like no other that I have ever seen or witnessed in my life.
 Vs 37-Who is there who speaks and it comes to pass, Unless the Lord has COMMANDED it?
Vs38-Is it not from the mouth of the Most High That both good and ill go forth?
Vs39-(then) Why should any living mortal, or any man, Offer complaint in view of his sins?
Vs40-Let us examine and probe our ways, And let us return to the LORD.
Vs41-We (need to) lift up our heart and hands Toward God in heaven;
Vs42-We have transgressed and rebelled, You (we) have not pardoned.
Vs43-You (we) have covered Yourself with anger And pursued...
Vs44-and have covered Yourself with a cloud So that no prayer can pass through.
In my dispare I call upon the Lord with the help of my wonderful LOVING husband and Pastor and I called upon the name of the Lord thru bittered tears out of the lowest pit (Vs55-58) that I had ever been in my entire life and He heard my voice, did not hide His ear from my prayer or my cry for help.... as a matter of fact He drew near when I called on His name (when we all called upon His name)!!
"Do not fear" was His voice as I pleaded my soul's cause with such deep dispare...
♥Christ has redeemed my life... I am indebted to Him and to others♥




I will be back to update this at a later time :)